This is how I feel, except worse. And I’m not that cute. Words can’t even describe the depression I’m now entering. It will be a while before I smile again. It will be a while before I find joy in life. Into my cave. I can’t quite wrap my head around the fact that we can’t have children. Wow. Right now I’m pissed, angry, aching, depressed, hurt, sad, hating pregnant people (unless through IVF!), and bitter. I’m a 40 year old bitter barren woman. Piss on my stupid period which came this morning. Why us??!
One more thing. This just came up on the news. We can’t have children, yet she can. WTH? Suffocating a twin, because he was crying?!